My wedding day

Me and My fiance finally made it to November 5, Our wedding day. Alot of things went wrong on what was suppose to be a perfect day. For starters the grooms mom was 35 vmins late to the church and the pastors was threatening to leave the church due to another engagement. That just be a one of the problems i can honestly say that my husband tried his very best to keep me happy though I was near a tramactic breakdown. I got lipstick on my dress, I was cutting cake for the people who came to the reception, I can easily say i was doing way to much for a bride. In the end we were both happy, the reception hall was absoultey gorgeous, and that helped bring my frown to a smile. Dont forget to check out my pix.

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Slight problem?

I'm a little ticked off at my fiance. It seems like he puts his family before me. I asked him to run little favors for me and i gets huffs and puffs. His family ask hin for stuff he's jumping hurdles. We wed in Novemeber after being together for 7 years 2 of which we were engaged. When we talked about it he acts like I'm over exagerating. Is it me or him. Am I'm supposed to believe that all this will change after we say I do, while we live as man and wife.

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What does Failure mean ?

This is really weird. If you go to yahoo search and type in failure, The third result is The Auto Biography of George Bush.

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Do I have a problem ? If so help ?

I tend to take out my anger and emotions on other people. On the ride homw from work today, my fiance asked me was he mistaken or did I hang up on him. I calmy cofirmed that i actually did hang up on him, because his question about my finances and why I'm telling him i on empty till friday piss me off. In all actuality I just couldnt remember where the money went.

I suggested to him that I didnt know because I had so much on my mind. He asked me twice to tell him what was lying heavy on my head. Finally i gave in. In the midst of ranting I really got upset.

As I enter the door I called my cousin, someone else answers the phone, while minutes are passing and she doesnt come to the phone, my aunt picks up the phone. Now I'm really frustrated so I snapped on her because why is it that everybody is answering the phone but her. I yelled into the phone brushing her off saying i will call my cousin back. She calls back upset saying i was nasty to her, when i was just really aggravated. Both my aunt and cousin are continously calling my cell and house phone and I cant even deal with answering them. After several attempts on both phone, they stopped calling.

I know I was wrong, but why did i act lik a total b@*#h.................

~keishama~

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Something really useful

Today my marketing professor told us that "Life is a shit sandwich. How much bread you have determines how much shit you gotta eat".

I thought it was a great way of looking at life, a little captialistic but still very true. The more bread you have the less room for shit to eat.

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Thanksgivings about families ..............right

If Thanksgiving is about be thankful and spending time with family why is it that one person can throw a monkey wrench in your family togetherness time. I asked my fiance' to spend thanksgiving evening and black friday morning with my family this year, changing our past year plans of being with his family on both occasions and he agreed, until this morning. The thoughts of us all being together warmed my hear until this morning he threw those plans in the toilet. Should I be mad???

Just a small note, his reason totally sucks !!!

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Soon to be college grad (yippee)

It's crazy being a 5th year senior. I waited so long to graduate and now I'm acually a little scared about graduating. Seems like so many people are down my throat about graduating and finding this big time, high paying job. Dont get me wrong that is what I want to do, but what happens if I dont. I never been the type to be pressured by family and friends influence but i think they are creating part of my anxiety. I'm 23 and have no intern experience from my field of study, i;m kidding my self by thinking that I will be job-worthy after graduation day. I not a depressed young adult, actually very ambitious, smart and hardworking. Why oh why do i have the graduation, growing up, working 40+ hours blues .

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